SLant22

The stars are watching me tonight    as I am gazing at them too,    and imagine what it feels right    beside the one I love;  It's you. I picture you as one of them,    illuminating from afar.    I'll gaze at you, like precious gem,    and dream that we will be at par. -smcl

When visions came up my mind And passion took over my heart I have decided what I wanted To live with dreams that I have Being free from oneself Opening the eyes of my heart Not skipping any moment Seeing things once in my sight Falling in love Singing above Flying like a dove Living a meaningful life

I'm speechless As you asked me a question You thought I don't want to talk to you So you never mind of me and my silent tounge My eyes stare directly to yours And yours stare also at mine My heart melts like ice cream But froze as we say goodbyes I will never forget your jokes Your first name carved inside me I will always remember your T-shirt It's black, like my heart longing for you I missed the chance to know you more To be close and don't let go Yesterday, I took that for granted Today and tomorrow, I regret Will there be another day, To meet and cross hearts? I promise, I will speak now So promise me to light up my h

The spacecraft has left me Alone in these grounds of gray. Abandoned and forgotten, I am By people who doesn't care Years had come They haven't come back To save me and bring me Back to Mother Earth No food, no water No air, and no company In this dead celestial body Making my life shorter, No survival takes place I ask myself How could I live In the midst of loneliness? It kills me little by little, inside and out i realized, how dreary and deadly it was To live in this moon I'm much worse than a man Trapped in an island -SLant

God can hear me My whispers from my soul God can see me Though I hide myself in the world's black hole God can feel me This heart of stone and dark as coal -SLant

I want to remove this paint in my face To be simple and be myself Uncomfortable in this gorgeous phase True beauty, I want to see for yourself I don't need any eye liner Making my eyes dark and sad It isn't good nor better For me, I look like bad I don't need a lipstick Coloring my lips cherry red It makes me sick, and i can't speak For it is being said I don't need a makeup, I am beautiful People just don't see its true They want me to put some more, plentiful For they are used to They make me look like a clown If I wore makeup again For me, they are putting me down Like saying that I'm ugly for being me, now and then -SL

"I'm sorry dad, I'm so sorry. Sorry, for the things that I have done. " Those words. I wanted to utter them from my mouth. But, it's just stuck in my mind like a gum. I don't have strength to say it... or maybe I just find it too corny?..or maybe I'm not used to say those things? Should I ask for forgiveness? No, I'm afraid to. If I say sorry, would it make a change? If I say sorry, then I must really change. Saying sorry is useless, if I don't make an action. SORRY: should I say it, or put it into action?? Both? I think I can't promise to... ..... Seeing you lying in the bed, it makes me feel guilty. Your condition right now, it makes

"I am strong. I can do it, I can endure it." I say this to myself as I stand straight, stomach in, chest out and my feet apart by 45 degrees in angle. My shirt was tucked in my green pants and my belt was buckled very tight. Our platoon leader was teaching us a new drill and I'm so attentively listening at her. But  suddenly, my sight became blurry, that I thought my eyeglass grade became higher because my glasses were broken so its being fixed for a while, and usually, I take my glasses off during formation. But no, something was happening at me and I can't determine what is it. I couldn't hear the voice of my platoon leader clearly, it se

"Ms. Inspired" That's what they call me. They say that I'm in love, But, seriously, I'm just inspired. Inspired of what? Inspired of a someone special? Yes, Indeed, for me, he's someone special "Ms. Inspired," he calls me like that. Yet, he didn't even knew That he's the one I'm inspired of.. "Ms. Inlove" My feelings getting worse I can't stop thinking of him. I can't concentrate enough. My responsibilities are abandoned. I can't control my head.. Or is it heart? Do I have to say my feelings towards him? But, maybe he doesn't like me after all. I have doubts. "Ms. Expired" Yes, they expired My feelings, they are gone.

Those smiles That the reason is her, I can see them, Even if I close my eyes. The stories All about her, I can hear them, Even if I block my ears. Your heart Beating for her, I can feel it, Even if I pretend I didn't care. Those tears That came from her, I will wipe them, If you'll just lean on my shoulder.